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An incomplete testimony

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Perhaps only one person was with Jesus through the last fifteen or sixteen hours of his life. It was not his mother, Mary, nor was it one of his disciples. The one person who accompanied Jesus through the closing hours of his life was someone who didn’t choose to be there. He was there on assignment. There because it was his duty to be there. He was a Roman soldier, a centurion.

We know very little about the man who would accompany Jesus the last hours of life. We do not know his name, age, whether he had a family or not. We very little, but there are still things we can extrapolate from his title.

Centurions were the backbone of the Roman army. Given charge of approximately 100 men, it was their duty to keep the peace in their assigned region. A centurion had to be able to lead and think quickly. This was in an age long before advanced communication systems giving commanders the ability to communicate to the battlefield. When a centurion was dispatched he had to be trusted to carry out his assignment and make decisions on his own. It could be weeks before his commanders would know if he carried out his duty

The centurion had battle experience. He was a man acquainted with death. He had seen men die on the battlefield. Taken the life of many himself. He had witnessed many men die by execution. Death was not a novelty for him. That would have long ago worn off. Now death was a duty to be carried out.

I believe we can also extrapolate even further about this man by virtue of the location of his assignment. Jerusalem was a tough city to lead in. It was a complicated city with a complicated relationship between its religious communities and the government. Not much has changed today. It was a city that seemed to always be on the verge of an uprising. It would take special skill to lead an occupying army in such a place.

Why do I say all this about this man? To help us see that he was not a man prone to rash judgements. He was a man of character and experience. He was a man who did his work and did his duty many times.

On this day, it was his duty that leads him to take a detachment of soldiers to accompany Jesus the final hours of his life. This was no ordinary prisoner, this was a man who really had no reason to be a prisoner at all. But it was not his duty to question he had a job to do. He would take him to the religious leaders, the house of Caiaphas, the high priest. Witness the spectacle of witnesses being paraded by as they attempted to find a charge worthy of death. He would take Jesus to Pilate then to Herod and then back to Pilate again. The whole time witnessing the strange scenes of questioning and trial.

There at the cross, posting a guard, he would witness one man dying as so many before had. Cursing everyone and everything around him. He would see another who would begin as expected but then somewhere in the day something would change for this man. He would hear the extraordinary conversation between Jesus and this other man. “Today you will be with me in paradise.”

Then there was the man Jesus himself. No one had ever died like this before. In response to the taunting of the crowds, he would pray for forgiveness. When Jesus would say “forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing” would there be an unease in the centurion’s own soul? Could Jesus be meaning him as well? But what reason could he need forgiveness? He had done nothing wrong, he had only done his duty. No man had ever died like this before.

Then the moment of death would come. In a loud voice, Jesus would cry out and then lay back his head and die. Die as though one who commanded death. Die as one was just laying back his head to go to sleep. John records the words Jesus cried out, “It is finished.” No man had ever died like this before.

Witnessing all of this the centurion would exclaim, “Surely this man was the Son of God.” Matthew records that these words were spoken in fear by the centurion.

These were words of truth and yet incomplete words. This was a centurion, a soldier, a Roman official. He was no Jewish theologian or Christ follower. His testimony would not have meant the same had to come from the lips of the Peter, James or John. Certainly not what it would have meant if they had been spoken by the High Priest. It was an incomplete testimony.

But in a sense, all of this is beside the point. No two persons have every called Jesus the Son of God and have said it the same way or with the same meaning. Each of us comes to God by his or her own path. No one ever speaks the confession perfectly, from an objective point of view. Each of us speaks through the lens of our own experience and life. But it makes the confession no less real.

Paul says to us in Romans, “If you confess with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.”

What does it mean to confess Jesus as Lord? None of us know fully what those words mean. None of us could fully comprehend what it means for our lives to make such a confession. It is an incomplete confession but it is no less real.

But one thing surely is true. If you come to the cross and in your soul hear the great shout of victory, “It is finished” you must respond to it. Whether fully understanding or incomplete we can all say “Truly this man was God’s Son.”

Stephen

 

 

Giving credit where it is due:
The concept for this series of blog posts and its accompanying sermon series draw from the masterful work, Seven Words to the Cross: A Lenten Study for Adults by J. Ellsworth Kalas.

The Church in Prayer

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In 1952, the United States Congress formally established the first Thursday of May each year as the National Day of Prayer. Over the years, this day has taken on many different layers of meaning as the political, social, and religious climate of our nation has shifted.

Today I have been invited to lead our community in prayer for the church and as I shared in my previous post I will lead the church in a prayer of confession and repentance. To help you in your own prayer today and to guide me in my preparations I will share with you the prayer I will be praying.

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Almighty God, as we gather together this day I pray on behalf of your church. I pray that to you all hearts would be open, all desires known, and from you no secrets are hid: Cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, that we may perfectly love you, and worthily magnify your holy Name; through Christ our Lord.

Your word says to us that “if my people, who are called by My name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and heal their land.” (2 Chronicles 7:14)

We confess today, as your church, that we have not turned from our wicked ways and we humbly ask, Lord, that you would forgive us our sin.

We have judged the sin and lifestyle choices in the lives of those outside of your church while continuing in our own idolatry and sexual immorality our own sin, within the church.

Lord forgive us our sin.

We have not sought freedom for the prisoner.
We have neglected and ignored the poor among us.
We have not sheltered the orphan and cared for the widow.
We have not welcomed the stranger and immigrant in our midst.

Lord forgive us our sin.

You gave us domain over this earth, but we have exploited your natural resources without regard for the generations that will follow us. And we have used your scripture to justify our negligence.

Lord forgive us our sin.

We have implicitly supported child labor and the slavery of people by demanding lower prices for our goods at the expense of the poor and vulnerable.

We have accumulated more and more stuff. We have built bigger buildings and bigger houses. We have amassed great wealth in our storehouses and barns. (Luke 12:16-21) We have enslaved ourselves to debt and mortgaged the future of our children. And we have done all of this while our brother and sister live with no shelter. Starve with no food. And die from contaminated water.

Lord forgive us our sin.

We have made our citizenship in this land and our nationality central while forgetting we are citizens of the Kingdom of God. We have intermingled and intermarried with the kingdoms around us, even this very kingdom which we reside in today.

Lord forgive us our sin.

Your word says to us that in Christ Jesus we are all children of God through faith, for all of us were baptized into Christ and have clothed ourselves with Christ. Therefore there is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, black or white, nor citizen or immigrant, Asian or Hispanic, neither rich or poor, educated or uneducated for we are all one in Christ Jesus. (Galatians 3:26-28) We confess that our churches on Sunday morning do not reflect the unity you describe. We have chosen to be comfortable in that which is familiar rather than risk being changed by the other.

Lord forgive us our sin.

We have complained about our own suffering and trials. We have claimed persecution and exclusion while ignoring our brothers and sisters who die daily because of their faith in you.

Lord forgive us our sin.

We have become known as people of war and not peace.
People of justice and not mercy.
People of judgment and not forgiveness.
People of hate and not love.
People of division and not unity.

Lord forgive our sin.

So, Lord, we pray that you would make us instruments of your peace.
Where there is hatred, let us sow love,
Where there is injury, pardon
Where there is doubt, faith,
Where there is despair, hope,
Where there is darkness, light,
Where there is sadness, joy.

O Divine Master, grant that we may not so much
seek to be consoled as to console,
not so much to be understood as to understand,
not so much to be loved, as to love;
for it is in giving that we receive,
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
it is in dying that we awake to eternal life.
(Prayer of Saint Francis)

We pray these things in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit

Amen

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We we the church, those who call themselves the people of God, would turn from our own sin, irregardless of the lifestyle choices and values expressed by those who do not claim any form of a relationship with Jesus, our planet would be transformed. This I believe. And it begins with our confession and repentance.

Pastor Stephen

Praying as a Nation and a Church

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This Thursday, May 7th, is the 2015 National Day of Prayer. On this day, Christians in my community, and all across our country will gather together for National Day of Prayer events. In years past, I have intentionally avoided participation in these events. The reason being, in previous communities I served, these events were more of a political rally for a very narrow political ideology than they were about praying of our nation. If I want to go to political rally I will, but I have little time for one shamefully veiled as a prayer meeting.

So it was, when I when I came to our community, I kept my distance from this event. That was until a colleague, whom I respect greatly, asked me to participate in last year’s event. I told him that I would not and gave him my reason. He assured me our community’s event was very different from my past experience. Based on his assurance and my respect for him I said I would still not participate but I would attend the event and observe. And this is what I did last year. I was happy to experience an event centered on prayer rather than political ideologies.

Now here I am a year later and a few days away from this year’s event. Once again, I have been asked to participate in our community’s National Day of Prayer service. This time I have accepted and because I am a pastor I have been asked to lead the group in praying for the church.

So I have been pondering what it means to pray for the church on a day like this. Particularly  in light of what has happened in our nation and world the past year. What kind of prayer should I be praying?

Only one kind of prayer seems appropriate. A prayer of confession of our sin and repentance. It is the only one I can pray, with any integrity, as one who represents the church. Scripture calls the people of God, the church, to welcome the stranger, to care for the poor, to cross racial and ethnic barriers, to be a place where there is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for we are all one in Christ Jesus (Galatians 3:28).

In Martin Luther King Jr.’s Letter from a Birmingham Jail (April 16, 1963) Dr. King has much to say about the role of the church in society:

There was a time when the church was very powerful–in the time when the early Christians rejoiced at being deemed worthy to suffer for what they believed. In those days the church was not merely a thermometer that recorded the ideas and principles of popular opinion; it was a thermostat that transformed the mores of society. Whenever the early Christians entered a town, the people in power became disturbed and immediately sought to convict the Christians for being “disturbers of the peace” and “outside agitators.” But the Christians pressed on, in the conviction that they were “a colony of heaven,” called to obey God rather than man. Small in number, they were big in commitment. They were too God-intoxicated to be “astronomically intimidated.” By their effort and example they brought an end to such ancient evils as infanticide and gladiatorial contests. Things are different now. So often the contemporary church is a weak, ineffectual voice with an uncertain sound. So often it is an archdefender of the status quo. Far from being disturbed by the presence of the church, the power structure of the average community is consoled by the church’s silent–and often even vocal–sanction of things as they are.

But the judgment of God is upon the church as never before. If today’s church does not recapture the sacrificial spirit of the early church, it will lose its authenticity, forfeit the loyalty of millions, and be dismissed as an irrelevant social club with no meaning for the twentieth century. Every day I meet young people whose disappointment with the church has turned into outright disgust.

By the church’s example, we can bring and end to the racism and violence in our society. By living the example of scripture, the stranger can find rest in the shelter of the church. By our example the deaf will hear, the lame will walk, the oppressed will be released, the blind will see, the prisoner will go free, and good news will be proclaimed to the poor (Luke 4:18). The poor in money and the poor in spirit. This I truly believe.

That path forward begins with the confession of our sin as a church. So this National Day of Prayer will you join me in a prayer of confession and a commitment, by the power of God’s Spirit, to be a different church?

Blessings,
Pastor Stephen

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